Judgement

steer clears of negative blog post, to steer clear of the hateful and harmful comments from Happy Sparrow. But, I feel this post need to written. Today, in my newspaper an article about me was written about having an upcoming court hearing, which instantly bring fear of the wrong person seeing it and the repercussions. This is the second time I have appeared in the paper with my legal struggle caused by mental health. The thing that kicked me in the stomach was someone from my court hearing the other day, that was there for a domestic dispute in their driveway with a neighbor was plastered on the front page of the newspaper. This article painted him to be a horrible person. This made me realize that I will one day soon be front page news again. It’s a horrible thing that the media destroys the lives of people just trying to get on with their lives and better themselves.  There is no remorse from reports making these horrible stories isn’t front page once enough. Back to my original comment about appearing in the paper today. I got messaged from people that haven’t talked to me since it occurred telling me that I am in the paper once again. It’s a sad thing that people that must be like this and pound more ridicule into someone that is already down. They say you must find strength from adversity, but it isn’t always the easiest thing to find. My mind keeps trying to figure out plans to deal with that final stake that will soon be pounded into my metaphoric coffin by the media.  It says in the bible that, “Thee who is without sin cast the first stone” but you know no one that condemns me is without sin. The bible verse that reminds me that it is best not to seek revenge and to strengthen through the struggles and judgement is the bible verse, “ Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and wit the measure you use, it will be measured to you.” Judgement is coming for me soon, judgment by those that are not without sin themselves.